Disclaimer: I only own myself and Universe also the storyline

This is basically what happens when I can’t think on how to move on with the main story

Warning: depression, hallucinations, neglect, suicidal actions

(This is what happens during hallucinations)

The soft patter of the rain was all he could hear after the opening and closing of a door. They left him again. He was alone. Again. It didn’t bother him much. He was used to it by now. He felt someone’s hand on his shoulder and he looked back. (Familiar purple hair and heart warming red eyes gazed at him.) “You’re back.” Universe whispered. His voice was hoarse from disuse. ( “Yeah I wasn’t going to leave you alone. I made that promise.” The woman rolled her eyes.) Universe laughed happily. He quickly got up and ran into her arms. “I missed you!” Universe smiled. ( “I missed you too kid.” She responded rubbing his head.) Universe and the woman played together for hours on end. Everything is alright.

( “Heya brat.” A cold voice teased after the woman was gone.) “Go away Kronos.” Universe whimpered moving away. (Cold blue and green eyes gazed down at him. As the slightly taller skeleton smirked. “And why would I do that?” Kronos asked.) “Because you’re mean. I don’t like you.” Universe tried to say firmly but only ended up as a weak response. ( “Oh come on Uni~ We had so much fun together!” Kronos laughed pinning Universe to the wall.) “You hurt me! I don’t like feeling pain.” Universe cried out trying to push against him. (Kronos growled throwing Universe against another wall. “You love every bit of pain I give you! You’re a freak. A disgrace. Worthless. Weak. Disgusting.”) Universe cried out in pain as his back hit the wall. Universe curled up in a ball. “Go away. Go away. Go away!” Universe cried. ( “I’ll be back Universe~” Kronos laughed.) Everything is alright.

Another day, another dull existence. Universe stared outside the window of his room. (Dragons flying around just at his window almost as if he could jump out and join them.) Everything seem to have lost color in Universe’s life. His parents barely call him anymore. He remembers them talking about their first child. How their child was going to grow in a happy family environment. Universe sighed. Everything is alright.

Universe walked down the streets looking into the different rain puddles that haven’t dried up yet. (Small mermaids jumped puddle to puddles. Some looked at him invitingly.)  He wish he could join them. Universe froze feeling a familiar arm being wrapped around his waist. ( “Missed me?” Kronos grinned.)  Universe shook his head wildly trying to move faster. (Kronos grabbed Universe by the back of his shirt and pulled him towards a dark alley. He then through a gun at him. “Kill yourself freak.”) Stars. It was so tempting to do so but…Everything is alright.

Universe ran away from Kronos back to his ‘home’. He rushed into his closet once he was in his room. This was his safe zone. No one can get to him here. The urge to cry was large. Everything seemed to be crashing down. No. NO. NO. NO! Everything is alright.

Universe blew smoke from his mouth and flicked the now useless cigarette away. ( “Turning to drugs? Already?” Kronos snickered.)  Universe dull eyes looked over to him. “Not really.” He sighed. ( “Dude you’re ten!” Kronos laughed.) Universe shrugged helplessly. Everything is alright.

EVERYTHING ISN’T ALRIGHT. He broke. Everything is crashing down. He was a freak. He was worthless. He was so insignificant that his own parents forgot him! What the use of this life? His parents are gone for good. They moved to another city who knows how many miles away. Universe felt Kronos slip an all too familiar gun in his hand. This time he held the gun to his chest and fired. Again and again and again. Everything is alright.

The gun hit the floor the same time the door was slammed open. A familiar voice shouted out his name. The voice was filled with fear and sadness. “UNIVERSE!” He heard before everything went black. Everything is alright.

Universe woke up to the soft but constant beep to a heart monitor. He’s alive? Looks like he’s really a failure at everything. Universe turned his head to face the one holding his hand. His eye sockets widened at the familiar person. The woman looked at him. Relief and joy but also worry was in her eyes. “Oh stars Universe. I was so scared.” She weakly laughed. Universe opened his mouth and uttered one word. “Why?” Why was she scared? Why did she care? “Because I love you, every since I’ve met you in dreams.” She said softly. Universe felt tears go down his skull. She cares. She loved him. She remembers him. (Kronos watched from the shadows a cruel smile on his face but that slipped away to show a much happier smile. Universe won’t need him anymore. But as Kronos started to leave. Universe grabbed his sleeve.) “Please don’t go.” Universe whispered to Kronos and the woman. “We won’t.” They both answered. Universe smile weakly but happily. Everything was now truly alright.