When I want to cry for no fucking reason. It’s always around 10:00 pm. Hm maybe I feel guilty for eating a slice of pizza or something. Or maybe I’m a crybaby with no worth in life. Oh yeah there is my crippling self-hatred that I curse everyday. I really need to calm down. But it’s too late my nerves are frazzled my self-hatred is on high and all I want to do is cry. Maybe I just need to talk but I don’t want to be a bother. Why is explain my hatred towards myself so hard?