“ Maybe I should…” KitKat was in his thoughts he just woke up “….but there are people who…but what if they don’t what if they all just pity me what if they all just hate me…,,” KitKat says to himself “ maybe I should listen to the voices…”
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Hacker quickly threw the door open to KitKat’s hospital room. “KitKat!” He shouted in relief rushing to his bedside.
KitKat gets out of thought “ O-OH “ he waves with a small smile
Hacker has tears in his sockets as he held KitKat’s face. “Are you ok? I heard what happened. Why did you come talk to me?” He was panicked. “Oh I’m so sorry this happened to you. I should have been there to help you!”
“It’s not okay!” Hacker’s tears fell. “You can’t even stand to look at me! I’m so sorry.”
“ I-I-it…it’s o-Okay “ KitKat smiles weakly “ I-I’ll be fine” He looks at Hacker his eyes didn’t say he was going to be fine
“Please don’t lie to me.” Hacker pressed his forehead against KitKat’s. His voice soften. “Please. I can’t lose you. You’re so precious to me.”
KitKat starts to cry “ I-I-I don’t know if-if I’ll be back b-but…y-your the only reason I w-want to stay alive…” his voice was shaky “ a-and I…I just w-want you to be ha-happy “
Hacker softly wiped away his tears. “That’s unhealthy! I shouldn’t be the only reason for you to live. You have so much worth to your family! Your friends! Me!” He was crying. “I know you want me to be happy but I need you to take care of yourself please!” He was a mess. He started speaking latin sobbing.
“ I’ve hated myself for so long and…what I did…not even meaning to attack you I-I just wanted to die….I-I-I’m j-just…” KitKat cries more
“Oh KitKat.” Hacker hugged him gently. He started muttering in latin talking to himself. “I’m so sorry. You shouldn’t go through that.”
“ I-it’s j-j-just…n-nothing…” KitKat hugs Hacker back crying a bit more his soul was showing some weird black stuff was on it some of it went away
“Please talk to me. Please. You don’t have to go through this alone. You have your family, your friends, me!” Hacker sobbed.
“ I’ve never really had so many people t-to care for m-me a-and I-I don’t know what to say…I-I…someone has always hate m-me for some reason…and I’m s-so use to it that I-I feel like no actually cares I’ve learned to m-mask my pain….I learned that talking only makes it worst b-but those were just lies told to me by my mother t-talking makes me f-feel better my mother has always hurt me so have my other siblings and I d-didn’t know wh-what to do…” KitKat is shaking he doesn’t like remembering his family
“You’re not with them anymore. You’re with us. With me. It won’t make it worse. I promise.” Hacker whispered to him.
“ th…thank you” KitKat said quietly some of the black stuff disappeared off his soul
“No problem.” Hacker smiled softly.
KitKat was still shaking a bit but he smiled a real smile
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